The-Noble-Misfit

How come no one told me how tiring coming out is?
Like everything went great! (Turns out most of my close family already sort of knew that I wasn't exclusively attracted to guys -_- )
But honestly? I'm exhausted.

Happy pride month everyone!

These are just some starters, I'm looking for a decent paragraph rp, nothing more than fluff. Replies are fine, but I prefer notes.

- "You're an omega, and I'm an alpha/beta. I'm going to protect you until you decide who you want as a partner."
- "What's it like being an alpha/ beta/ omega?"
- "Why should I have to get a partner /mate? I'm fine on my own."
- "Have you ever wanted to settle down? Get yourself a mate, have some cubs?"
-"Do you have any extra suppressants?"
- "I need to go to the pharmacy to buy more suppressants. Will you come with me?"
- "It's not healthy to stay on suppressants for as long as you have."
- "I don’t really care that you’re a beta- you’re better than any (alpha/omega) i’ve ever met.”
- "What do you mean "Just a beta" ?"
- "Shh.. It's okay, I'm not going to hurt you."
- "What are you doing in my house / apartment?"
- "What do you think you're doing with that omega?"
- “I’m sorry, but I just don’t want to have pups."
- “Oh shit, are you going into (heat/rut)?”
- "This never would have happened if you’d just take your suppressants like everyone else!”
- "You asshole! I can’t believe you bit me after I specifically told you not to!”
- "We need to stop hanging out as much, I think. Everyone says I smell like you, and it keeps scaring off potential mates.”
- "You think it’s so easy being an (alpha/omega/beta)? You have no idea what it’s like!”
- "Could you please walk with me? I don’t feel safe here- too many alphas around…”
- “Why would you want me? Don’t you know i’m a beta? You should be with an (alpha/omega), not me…”
- "You’re the only other alpha i’d ever submit to.”
- “You’re a sexist goddamn pig, you know that? Omegas aren’t here to serve you.”
- “I’m sorry I interrupted, but that alpha gives me a bad vibe and I just.. I didn’t like the way (he/she) was looking at you…”
- "I’m getting real fucking sick of these secondary gender roles!”
- "You just think (he/she) is a slut because (he/she) is an omega. You wouldn’t think that if (he/she) was an alpha.”
- “Ugh, alphas are all the same.”
- "I can’t go today- I missed my suppressants and threw my whole schedule off.”
- "No, I don’t wanna breed with anyone. I’m asexual.”
- “Why is every alpha and omega in this place so obsessed with sex?”
- “You’ve got to be the most (submissive alpha/dominant omega) i’ve ever met.”
- “I’m an alpha male, for fuck’s sake! You can’t even hurt my feelings!”
- "I’m an omega female, for fuck’s sake! I can’t even walk down the street alone!”
- "Not this double standard bullshit again! I bet betas never have to deal with this!”
- “Look, we’re just friends, okay? Sure, (he/she) is an (alpha/omega), but that doesn’t automatically mean there’s anything between us!”
- “You need to calm down and rest. You’re so heatsick, you’re not thinking straight.”

(Taken, but also changed, from a rp account with their permission )
I quite like the idea of each of us using two of our oc's in the rp, my main ones are:
- Alex  (female alpha )(aka. My only badass )
- Ari  (male omega )(Alexs' younger brother )(aka. My favourite little cinnamon roll )
- Aleka  (female beta )(most think she's an omega )(aka. Who I would be if I actually liked people )
- Warren  (male beta )(he's a total dick )(Alekas' older brother )
- Riley  (female omega )(most think she's a beta )
- Declan  (male Alpha )(total sweetheart )(Rileys best friend )
- Hudson  (male Alpha )(Declans' non identical twin brother)

The relationships between characters are just what I generally use, but they don't have to be that way.

name: Rosemary "Venus " Blue  (her family has a very old fashioned belief that you should not trust anyone with your real name that you would not trust with your life, and so,  as far as most people know,  her name is Venus )
age: 25
gender: Female
sexuality: Pansexual
job: Librarian

magic speciality: Biological
subsets: Healing: 4     Magic sensing: 2

Personality:
- Responsible:  (pos)If she is given a task or says that she will do something, she does it to the best of her ability. It's just the way she was raised.
- Practical:   (pos)Magic can do a lot of things,  but not everything,  in her opinion it's better to be practical than get your hopes up and be disappointed.
-Honest:   (neutral ) People always say that they like honesty, but Venus can be brutally honest, she won't go sugar coating things to make you feel better.
-Stubborn:    (neutral ) Sometimes it's good to be set in your ways...and sometimes, it's not
-Inpatient :    (neg ) Venus has no time for time wasters and people who don't know what they are doing
-Hot-headed :    (neg ) As hard as she tries to control her temper, she is usually rather quick to anger

History: Venus comes from a mixed, in terms of magic, family , her mother comes from a long line of witches and her father is non magic. Her aunt also has the ability to sense magic and so it was known from the first time that her aunt met her (when she was about a month old ) that she was magic.  She grew up on a farm with her non magic older brother and came to the city to experience something new but is not entirely sure that this is where she belongs, either way she doesn't have enough money to move anywhere new anytime soon. She works as a librarian because it gives her plenty of time to read (and the air conditioning makes sure that it is always nice and cool inside )

Likes: Rain, winter, books, tea, warm baths, the colour purple, animals
Dislikes : Children(not all of them, she adores her niece, just most of them) warm weather,  the sun, large bodies of water , idiots and time wasters, strawberry pie  (it has to do with a eating contest when she was 12  )

Relationships: Single

Trivia/extras: Can't swim. Lives in a modern style loft apartment. Misses her family but would never admit it. 5'6. Likes to dye her hair different colours  ( usually purple but sometimes red or blue )

rp style: Paragraph
Like to rp: Notes

Today I felt like I was going to have a panic attack, I could feel the tingling numbness that seeps into my body before I do, but I managed to push through it, I didn't cry or start to stutter  (both of which just make things worse ) and after stepping away for a bit of fresh air, I felt completely fine.

So yes, I am very proud of myself, this is the first time ever that I have been able to avoid having a panic attack when I felt like I was going to have one.

TW : suicide mentioned and emotional abuse.

I sort of feel bad for wishing my father had succeeded in his suicide attempt  (around four months ago now ), but at the same time I don't.
Not when I see how much he hurts my mother. Not when he tries to emotionally blackmail me, if you tell me what I want to hear I'll pretend to love you for just one more day.

And sometimes I just want to break down and cry, but I can't,  I'm too angry to, and I have to be a brave level headed big sister /young lady for my mother and brother.

It's a horrible feeling to wish that your own father was dead, but I just can't help but think that it would be better that way.